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There are no accidents in life,
Things dont just happen, They happen for a reason.
God will not give you what you can not handle.
You are of Free Will, determine of your Fate,
God’s plans for you are yours to go through,
He is one who determine your Fate.
You are where you are suppose to be, at every moment.
Some prefer the Journey, and others its Destiny.
But if you have taken the Journey and reached its Destination,
There is no preference, nothing to choose from.
Wisdom is the Understanding of nothing,
Will is the creationg of Everything from nothing,
Belief in oneself as a part of the Oneness,
Hope is the Sanctuary in times of despair.
There are games to be played, Wind to chase after,
Daysavu is finding oneself a path already traveled.
Life is a journey homeward Bound,
You will know when you know,
and remember one lie best when one lie to oneself.
One Truth, One Love, One Life, One more away from being a Perfect O.
There are many paths all leading to One Truth.
As one who strive, a hill to climb,
A balancing act, walking a tight rope,
What is the middle ground of Infinity?
As those who strives, a Man of Mountaint.
There is no perfect ending, stop looking for one,
This is where it end, and also where it start, again.

"If I Ever Feel Better"
     By: Phoenix

They say an end can be a start
Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive
It's like a bad day that never ends
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I don't try to deny
I'd better learn to accept that
There are things in my life that I can't control

They say love ain't nothing but a sore
I don't even know what love is
Too many tears have had to fall
Don't you know I'm so tired of it all
I have known terror dizzy spells
Finding out the secrets words won't tell
Whatever it is it can't be named
There's a part of my world that' s fading away

You know I don't want to be clever
To be brilliant or superior
True like ice, true like fire
Now I know that a breeze can blow me away
Now I know there's much more dignity
In defeat than in the brightest victory
I'm losing my balance on the tight rope
Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please...

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

Hang on to the good days
I can lean on my friends
They help me going through hard times
But I'm feeding the enemy
I'm in league with the foe
Blame me for what's happening
I can't try, I can't try, I can't try...

No one knows the hard times I went through
If happiness came I miss the call
The stormy days ain't over
I've tried and lost know I think that I pay the cost
Now I've watched all my castles fall
They were made of dust, after all
Someday all this mess will make me laugh
I can't ewait, I can't wait, I can't wait...
 

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know
If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

 
It's like somebody took my place
I ain't even playing my own game
The rules have changed well I didn't know
There are things in my life I can't control
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I don't try to deny
I'd better learn to accept that
There's a part of my life that will go away

 
Dark is the night, cold is the ground
In the circular solitude of my heart
As one who strives a hill to climb
I am sure I'll come through I don't know how
They say an end can be a start
Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive

 
I'm losing my balance on the tight rope
Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please...

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

 
If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know.



I Love this Song, the lyrics are dead on and the beats are so alive.

There is a contrast, a contradiction that is subtly brought to life. 

From the melancholy lyrics to the up beat tempo and melody.

I fell in love with this song the first time I heard it, 

I have listen to it over and over a thousand times and the song is still new to me as I first heard it.

I tried to re-write the song to make it fit my life,

As I slowly read the lines to see if it needs to be changed,

I realized I did not want to change any of the lyrics, 

They are perfect as if I was the writter. 

The beauty of Art is that Interpretation is open to those who experience it,

Every line is filled with emotions jampacted into little words,

Every beat and every verse incite an emotion within.

If I had to summarize my life in such little words, this song would be it.

Life is not the characteristics that define who you are,

This song describes my life as what I feel my Life is.

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"They say an end can be a start

Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive

It's like a bad day that never ends

I feel the chaos around me

A thing I don't try to deny

I'd better learn to accept that

There are things in my life that I can't control" 

 

It right away start off with an Irony, how Ironic is Duality.

Aimlessly wondering through Life, Yet at any moment can be a new start.

Fighting a battle you cant seem to win.

The Kaos, the distractions, and the dillusions are all around,

This is the reality of life, and everyone has to play the game.


They say love ain't nothing but a sore

I don't even know what love is

Too many tears have had to fall

Don't you know I'm so tired of it all

I have known terror dizzy spells

Finding out the secrets words won't tell

Whatever it is it can't be named

There's a part of my world that' s fading away



What is Love when it was true and pure, 

What is Love when it turns into pain, tears of sadness.

Done playing those games, I've seen the terror Love can bring.

There is no easy shortcut in Love and in Life.

What we are looking for has no name, it cannot be communicated.

You know I don't want to be clever
To be brilliant or superior

True like ice, true like fire

Now I know that a breeze can blow me away

Now I know there's much more dignity

In defeat than in the brightest victory

I'm losing my balance on the tight rope

Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please...


My mind have lost "I", rid of the ego,

Nothing left to hold on, superior to no one.

True to oneself, as True like fire, like Ice.

I am not perfect, even the smallest pebble can cause a ripple across the water,

There is no dignity in victory if one cannot face oneself in the mirror.

True to self, in the absent of self, there are no victors and no one is defeated. 

Win, Lose, or Draw  be true to oneself. 

Finding equal balance in life is like walking  on a tight rope.


Hang on to the good days

I can lean on my friends

They help me going through hard times

But I'm feeding the enemy

I'm in league with the foe

Blame me for what's happening

I can't try, I can't try, I can't try...


Don't forget the beauty of life,

Friends are there to help you up when you fall.

I am my own worst enemy, and I know it,

I am in a fight with myself,

I am the cause of what is happening. 


No one knows the hard times I went through

If happiness came I miss the call

The stormy days ain't over

I've tried and lost know I think that I pay the cost

Now I've watched all my castles fall

They were made of dust, after all

Someday all this mess will make me laugh

I can't ewait, I can't wait, I can't wait...



Only you know the hard time YOU went though

Happiness is like tropical rain, it comes and goes.

The war is not over yet, there are battles yet to come.

I now have to pay the price for being true to oneself.

Shartered Dreams and Unrealized potential,

One day Ill look back and smile,

I realized that those are not my dreams.

I can't wait till that day

It's like somebody took my place

I ain't even playing my own game

The rules have changed well I didn't know

There are things in my life I can't control

I feel the chaos around me

A thing I don't try to deny

I'd better learn to accept that

There's a part of my life that will go away

I am not myself, 

Something has gotten a hold of me.

There are things you cannot control.

Kaos is everywhere, and there is no hiding from it.

Things happen, thats a part of life.

I will continue to change.



Dark is the night, cold is the ground

In the circular solitude of my heart

As one who strives a hill to climb

I am sure I'll come through I don't know how

They say an end can be a start

Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive



Alone in my darkest hours,

I will keep my faith and remain true to  myself.

As one who look for the Path there will be hills to climb.

Somehow I know I'll make through, how? I do not know.

With every end, there can a brand new start.

I am back in full circle, in a constant battle with oneself and the world.



If I ever feel better

Remind me to spend some good time with you

You can give me your number

When it's all over I'll let you know

 

If I get out of this one,

Please remind me to spend time with you,

With you I am at peace.

 

 

If only words can do thoughts and emotion justice. I guess it was meant to be that way so only you can feel what you feel.

to be continue....later...

The Divine

In my eyes you are divine
You open up my mind
One who tell the truth
Life will never be the same
The Illusions fade away
Deep inside myself I’m one
Calling from inside you, the voice in your head The sound of your being, such joy, such dread
I never felt this free, I close my eyes to see
Inside I open up my mind and step into reality
Nothing in this world is the way it seems
But now I am free, move towards the insanity .

I like this poem a lot, it describe how I feel.

Here is my poetry in words from thoughts unobstructed, continuous like the circle of life and death, from every tears of sorrow to tomorrows laughter’s that shines like a bright sunny day, from the place you lie to rest your head to the head of your tombstone, where your borrowed vehicle remains of bones laying 6ft under and stone that tell an  incomplete story of a soul born from nothing and lives in eternity. Even eternity has an end, just as every law can be bend, the irony of  men is never @ and end, and even if god send his only son to sing the sounds of all that is unbound to ground that man walks everyday in and out looking for something that is not often found. Man is forever bound to the ground he walks not because of the earth gravitational force, but by the forces that are unseen. Only the 3rd eye blind can see what is tying down to the world in which he lives, he must then keep that vision in his unconscious mind and his undying heart that is his soul and will his labor to plant a root in the ground of the earth and nurture his tree of knowledge so that one day he may climb the beanstalk to a place outside of space and time. All good things must come to an end, but who knows if the end is something even better than the good thing itself. As I fly high above the ground my mind and thoughts are unbound, a euphoria that is deeply profound, savoring every thoughts holy to self, only to remember that the more I savor and the more I hold on to the holy for the self… the more I comedown closer and closer to the ground. All that that was holy, all in the past, all I have is now, now, now, and now… and the only thing left to do now that I am once again bound to the ground that is life…. walk… day in n out!

All is love and all is there for the takings, So give….

This is who I am,

You are welcome to take, but please do not take anymore than what is needed.

One love

One truth

Many lives….

So here is the thing…before it is lost…
The reason I am content and happy with my self and who I am is because
of this…..
                Most people don’t know who they are… deep down… they not that they
don’t know who they are, but cannot get in touch with the essence of
their nature, soul, or personality. I am happy with myself because I am
honest with myself and further more, I am aware of my true nature. They
say, no I say, you have to get to know your self before you can get to
know anybody else. This is true, because once you are true to yourself,
you see, understand, and feel things In a different light. I can see
people for who they are  more clearly because I know who I am, and as
much as I avoid the bad qualities about me, I still recognize those bad
qualities and try to better myself in that category. It is because I am
not occupied with searching and looking for who I am, I can focus more
clearly on others.  This is important to me because….honestly… it
gives me peace of mind, a feeling of equality and justice. It is what
makes me happy just as much as money or love or drugs, or children,
whatever it is that one is blessed with. I have a gift so beautiful!
And
this gift was given to me by god. Not the himself, but god that is
ourselves. It was given to me by a collective conscious that is….
first and foremost my family, that eventually bear the fruits that is Me,
as an individual, and then the environment that I was schooled in. It
is
as if the planets were aligned, symbolically showing the that from the
gods view point, all the individual planets that is our souls, when
aligned, it is only 1 planet with a glare or aura surrounding it.
Most
of us only see the whole solar system as a collection of 8, was 9,
planets, but when more than 1 planets are in eclipse, it is the synergy
that is god that resulted from the embracing of individualism but
understanding that you are a part of something greater than yourself
even if it is not you shining, because without the concept of
individuality, you are only one with everyone and everything and that
there is no difference between you and anything thing being, hence,
when
seen in this light, no matter what part of you shine, no matter how
bright you shine, it is you and all that is that is shinning. That is
the beauty of synergy, the product of a collectively group is greater
than the product of all its individual parts combine. That is god! Ain’t
that crazy!

How can you be a collective group so that you can lose your self, but
not 2 be lost, but to be  more complete and stronger, if no one wants
to
work together?

Everyone want to be god themselves, only to be out shine by the true
god,
one that include you in his plans and would die for you! While here you
are killing him in disillusion that that might or will prove to others
that you are god!
God does not force his will on anyone physically, god does force his
will on people, but people who are not part of the collect-group, he
force his will on them on the form of freewill, he will give you free
will and yet still Will you into his nature or heaven without the use
of
physical force. For God is is not the end, but the beginning to the end.
But we do not know of the end, and even god can not tell you of the end
for if god is god then he is not the end, the end is the absent of god.
This is because, god is only the collection of souls who are awakened,
or aware or conscious enough to will their actions tho become god
itself. This collection itself is one that is continuously self perpetuated phenomena that, by its very one nature of, it is
constantly growing stronger in “power, faith, ” every-time a soul shed
its
skin that is He himself, his individuality!

The ultimate God, is unknowing by man and unknown by god.

For the ultimate god, is a god with out god.

When all the souls are no longer in the state of individualistic, when
all the souls that is and ever will be can come together for the
betterment of not only his as an individual but also for the collective
group. Only then will God truly and eternally be awakened!

Examples are god like man… who want to help the worlds. Some what to
end suffering of the individual, and other want to come closer to god
by
speeding up the process of disassociating of individual to ultimately
receiving the eternal infinity, the totality that is concept of
synergy!

This is why the concept of belonging to a group is so attractive and
addictive.

You lose yourself in the group you associate to and you take on the
nature of all the qualities and characteristics of all the parts in that
collective group but yet still able to be an individual, one that is a 
part of the group.

Groups are the rudimentary path to god, it is the most robust, the
most simple, the most addicting and blinding way to god. This god is
incomplete and is very limited in every sense.

Examples…. gangs, cult, and other less extreme, groups of friend, the
group that is your family. While @ the other end of the spectrum, groups
that are of the masses, such as city, state, country, race, gender, and
ultimately, group of religions!

Do you see the connections of those words that I used?

I wasn’t even aware of the correlations until shortly after I wrote
it.

Race, gender, religion…. these are the concepts that our country was
build on!
By our founding fathers, who were a collective group of people who was
physically forced to believe in and worship  an exclusive god.
Our founding fathers were the victims of religious prosecution, so
they
left to explore the a new world, a world where
Son Phan

When the party is over and all the people have left,
When the night light is turned off,
When you staring @ the vast ocean and listing to its waves of music,
When you are in an airplane looking down at the earth,
When the love of your life walk out of your life,
When you haven’t done all the things people around you want and expect
you to do,
When you want to ……….. but don’t know how.
When your soul speak and no one hears you but when your mouth speak
everyone got an opinion.
when you tell the truth to someone close to your heart and they
disappointingly call you a liar.
When someone tell you, “you shouldn’t be that nice.”
When your love one tells you to spare your love for those who loves
you.
When you know  exactly what you want and feel you deserve it only to be
kept waiting in vain.
When you perceive another person not by who they are, but rather who
you
are not.
When love and beauty is overflowing inside you and no one is around for
you to share it.
when you were born into this world.
You were born this way, and will die this way.
Alone, loneliness, alone.
That is why I reach out and touch as many people as I can in anyway
possible.
I am peacefully content when I see random acts of kindness.

The ego has no authority over the heart, the heart has the power to
discharge ones ego @ any given time.

I don’t want to be simply a human.

Where do I belong in this grander scheme of co-consciousness?

the ego is much like a powerful  dictator

They both have persuasive qualities
They both want to sty in power at all cause.
They both will lie to you with a straight face.
You are FREE only when they die.
The breavheart of a wise man can check his ego and overthrow a
dictator.

I love…..
Son Phan