Talking2Mirrors

Its been a while since I felt passionate enough to put down my thoughts. Its crazy how fast my mind can go, how fast our mind can move. I started out with wanting to write about something very particular, something that i was feeling strongly about. But once I turn on the computer, I had lost the passion to express what I felt. However, I still feel like i have somethings to get off my chest, my heart, and my mind.

Firstly, I suppose the reason I am here expressing my feeling is because lately I have been feeling a little bottled up inside.  I am  always trying to be there for others, to be a good friend, to be a good brother, a good son. I feel like I can sense it when people are bottled up or something is wrong, so i try to make myself available if they needed someone to talk to or someone to listen to. As of late, I feel like I don’t have anyone to talk to, someone to listen to. It is a rather frustrating feeling. You can have many friends, but if you don’t have that connection, that understanding with one another, you cannot be yourself with them.  I cannot talk to just anyone because… one, they will not understand where i am coming from, two, they will just suggest how I should feel rather than ask why i feel that way and find out how to get over it. I don’t know, i know it sounds complicated, but it is very simple. So what is it that has been bottled up inside of me as of last? That i am not sure of myself. Work, so unfair, and so disappointed. School, never where were I want to be when I know I can be anywhere, Friends, I don’t feel like some of my friends are being a good friend. Keri, I miss having someone to listen to my thoughts and feelings, someone I can me around. People in general, people are so selfish, they break my spirits. Life, i am scare of it passing me by.

I love to meet someone who will help me grow. Someone who will listen to what i have to say, while mature enough to tell me that i should think differently and show me how. Im not learning much from people interms of being a good person. What i need to learn is how to be active and do things that are important to myself and those that are around me.

Everyday is different and tomorrow will be a brand new day. some-days i feel so peaceful spiritually, and there are days where I feel so alive, living, doing what people do. I can be happy either way, and at the same time be sad and disappointed with myself.  it is a constant battle with ourselves, day after day. Today’s victory is not guarantee tomorrow, but at the same time, today’s defeat does not mean all is lost, you are given the chance to fight for it again the next day, start anew.

Political: democrats, republicans, republicrats.

it is hard to understand the American political system. Actually, it is hard to know the truths behind the American Political system. One will understand the American Political System if he only ask enough questions, and look a little bit farther than local news. I will never know the truths that are being debated over, the truths that are being fought over. In the old days of Kings and Queens, the actions of one or two leaders can affect a nation.  We are more advanced now, we let the voice of the people, the majority of the people make the decisions that will affect us all as a nation. I do not agree however that that is the case today.  Instead of 1 or 2 leaders making a decisions that affect will affect a nation, today, that power are shared among a small group of people. There is no democracy, the voice of the people do not decide the fate of the country. It is the voice of a small group of people that is in charge that is heard. We merely get to vote on who from that group of people, the elite, will make the decisions.  and even that, we have not much control over, as demonstrated in the Gore and W.’s presidential election. The majority of the “PEOPLE’s” vote was for Gore and yet W. still became the President. It does not matter who is president. Not in the bigger picture at least. Its just a matter of who are we going to screw, and who are we going to let eat the bread crumbs we leave behind. This Country was build by Wars, and later attained prosperity by Oppression.  Nothing has changed today, only its mask changed so to keep up with the times.

I am grateful to be living here in this great country, but I wont forget how this country became great.  Further more, as a citizen of this country, I have an obligation to my fellow citizens and the people living in other country of the world to consciously and actively hold those in charge responsible for the decisions they make that will affect Myself and my countrymen and ultimately all the people in the world.

“For evil to triumph, it would have to take Good Men to do Nothing.”

Do you think it is possible for one man to be so powerful that his decision(s)/action(s) can directly affect everyone in the world?

Is it possible? yes!, Has it happened? no!, Good Men stood in his way. Will it ever happen? Maybe, When Good Men Decide to do nothing!

Sometime I wish I was courageous enough to stand up and be one of these Good Men.  But then I ask myself, Will you stand up and fight and risk your life and the things you hold dear to defend your belief? I sometime wish the opportunity would only presented itself to me so I can see if I will pass the test! Then again, I may pray that there need not be a time that requires myself or anyone else to put themself in harm’s way in order to defend what is Right and Just.

We are all too human!  If we are only human, then we are no better off than animals.  We are all too human now a days! We are living our lives like animals, living and funtioning solely on our instincts. But whereas animals only hunt when they are hungry,  humans are worse,  we eat even when we are not hungry and  we hunt not for food, but for pleasure and entertainment. When i use “hunt” i do not mean literally, but more figuratively and metaphorically. We hunt one another, to want to do harm to one of us for the things we don’t need.

We are not only human! we are not limited to only that, we are conscious beings.

“We are not human beings having a spiritual experiences…., we are Spiritual Beings having a Human experience.”

It is hard to be a Spiritual Being in this society @ this time in age, paradoxically, it is just as hard to eat healthy in this fast food society. It is more tempting and more encouraged and more rewarding physically to be simply Human.  We have lost our ways, we have been desensitised from our true nature. 

All these thoughts of mine are first and foremost expressed in light that I am True and Honest to myself, secondly, they are in the spirits of educational integrity, meaning I do not claim it to be right for everyone and if another person can logically express an opinion or idea that either contradict or refute my thoughts or ideas I would honestly and genuinely accept. 

This concept of Integrity is not only important but is required for a productive dialogue between two minds.  The concept of Interity is accepted, understood, and is often a given among intilectuals while they are either debating or sharing ideas.  This is however, not the case among younger people, or just people in gerneral. A lof of people expresses thoughts and ideas that they hold to be true with absolutely no chances of them being wrong, while at the same time exhibiting a sentiment that they neither want to nor open to different point of views that ultimately forbid the ability to learn.

You would call people who demonstrate these behaviors to as “Closed Minded”, further implying that they are being simply “All Too Human.”  Our Brain, our Mind is the single characteristic that define the difference between Human and Animal.  After all, it was writing in the beginning. Were we not, were Adam and Eve not Spiritual Beings before they ate the Apple? It was “All Too Human” when the apple was eaten, so sinful is human nature, so tempting and alluring making it so much harder to go back to being Spiritual Beings.

“I think I am, Therefore I am.”

For us to realize our potential, our spiritual self that once was, we have to know it and to believe in it, at all cost. This is Man’s turning point, the point where..

“Man were free of thoughts, to thought we were free.”

This unknown period of time is one of universal change. Man were polarized,  Separated and Divided, then they quickly Multiplied, then they Added the willing and Subtracted those that resisted. Historically one can suggest this period of time is the period where  the B.C era ended and the A.D. era began. 

“History is bias and incomplete, because it is written by the Victor [of War] .”

Prior to the Polarization of Man, When Man were free to think free to from outside forces having only themselves to battle, and if they conquered themselves then they were given the unobstructed view. This is also the time of when Religions were born.  A time when anyone who wanted to be more than just Human, anyone who wanted to learn the way back to being Spiritual Being again can simply and freely follow a Teacher.  If you followed One that is Holy, one that has truly found the way, You were not only reading historically bibles, or going to church to be preached to by Fathers who are often “All Too Human,” No, during this period of time it was different. If you found the right Teacher, you were in the presence of God himself, Man Actualized! During this period of times, Men such as Jesus, The Buddhas, Muhammad, and many others, were walking the earth.

These Men exhibited a new kind of Power that has never been seen. During this time, Physical Power is one that dominated. The Power to conquer, the Power to destroy, the Power to Kill, The Power to Enslave.  The emergence of this new kind of Power, the Power not to Kill but to Love, Not to Destroy but to Build, Not to Dominate but to Share, Not to Enslave but to FREE. TO FREE ONE PHYSICALLY AS WELL AS MENTALLY!!! They Started a REVOLUTION!!! They have challenged the system, those in power. Although they did not directly challenged the system that were created and enforced by those in power, because they did not want power! The had no desire to Rule! The essence of their souls alone challenged those in power, indirectly. These Men who claims to have found the way are exuding powers unheard of and of this world.  These Men had a powerful affect on people, people would give their life need only they give a sign. Power to persuave, power to make people believe, power without force! The Power Of God!!!

And why did people follow these Holy Mens? Why did they believe in them? How is it that not onely one or ten or thousands but millions of people would believe in them and follow them to the end?

There is only One Way they can make believers out of People!

“They Practiced What They Preached, They Were the Living Proof!”

Although there is only “ONE WAY” that they can prove that they were HOLY they all expressed and showed it differently.

Jesus, said to love thy enemy. To turn the other Cheek. To Forgive. To Love thy Neighbor as thy self. He also said, We are all Sinners. Repent, and ask for Forgiveness!

Buddhas said, You are Me and I am You, therefore, If you love yourself, you will love me. Do not have Hate, Revenge, or Anger in your heart. To believe in Karma. He also said, This world is full of Sin, Sin is derived from Craving and Wanting, Which then leads to Attachment! Free Of Attachment!

Main Difference:

Jesus: Live Your Life that is in the HERE and NOW Consciously. Repent and Ask for Forgiveness and God will let you in his Kingdom.  Hence, Heaven is in the afterlife.

Buddhas: The way to Heaven is Right Now, Right Here! Heaven is Right Here Right NOW!

Who is right and who is wrong?

Who Cares…….

Lets just agree on the fact that they both were Holy!

How they wanted to express and communicated it is solely determined by their Purpose of their message and the audience they felt would listen.

Although they both were Holy Men, they got there in different ways because they are different, and lastly there is still only ONE WAY to get there. The WAY is not determined by its actions or its intentions, The Way is Having the Wisdom (an unobstructed view) to carry out the actions needed to grow, Will Power. 

We are now at Duality: Ying and Yang , complimentary and contradiction

REVOLUTION:::

WARS……………After WARS……………

BAD MEN V.S. GOOD MEN

Those In Power V.S. Those who stood for FREEdom

and the winner…………………

Well, they write History!!!!!!

REVOLUTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!